I'll Open Up And Be Your Parachute, And I'll Never Let You Down.

But it's like a conflict?

Sometimes I just have this entire...load of motivation and I just strive and I know I can do it.

And other times I just don't want to, just for the sake of being different, for the sake of putting myself apart from the others.

Because I don't want to be just another one.

Because I'm tired of expectations.

Because when I study, it goes unnoticed, and when I don't I "Never study!"

And I'm doing this for me, not for them, but it won't look that way, will it?  I'll be just another one.